director for a construction company and he is not giving me any money for groceries or anything, he has an adiction to drugs and i try to talk to him he shut the door on my face and gets realy angry or gets in the car and leave. I told him that i wish he could stay home for new year. he told me to shut fu* up… 2 years ago i was taking classes in college he told me to stop bcause he makes enough money for us that i didnt need education. Now i realized that i hate to depend on him for everything even to comunicate with my family( cause he broke my cell fhone, now i am waiting for him to buy another one) he acuses me of cheating(cause i lost weight) before i was big because i had a baby and he called me fat pig, no man wants u. He is very moody and i feel that i cant have control on my life been around him, i want to be strong for my daughter and he takes a lot energy from me. He is 48 and he not being my friend or a husband. I want to work. and get out! i am so sick of it.